To be free, means to let go completely.

Friday, December 17, 2010

Dear Beth,

I was on facebook just a couple of minutes ago, and I read my brother's girlfreinds status. It said this:
yes we are fifteen.
yes we are too young to be in love.
however,
yes, we are madly in love,
no, we won't apologize for it,
yes, we know high school couples never last.
but, we have beaten all the odds before.
and 19 months later we are still together
so no, i'm never gonna give up.
love u ♥
 
And i'm so touched. She is brave enough to put this in her status, smart enough to think of this, and strong enough to put up with my brother! haha.
And although she is younger, I can't help but admire her. How she does it is unbelievable. She's right, she is beating the odds. She is so strong.
And although I never will tell her this, and I know that she won't see my Blog-ever. I can't help but share her with the world. She truly is precious.
So here's my unwritten response;
 
Yeah, you are young.
You proved that love has no age.
You are the person that every other girl dreams to be like.
No, high school couples usually don't last,
but some how you hung in there,
and showed everyone else that they were wrong.
And 19 months later, you are still proving how strong you are.
I hope you never do give up,
we love you

Song of the Day

So for today's song of the day, I chose the song "My Heart Will Go On" by Celine Dion. I actually LOVE this song soo much! And there is a backstory to today's song. I was going to audition for the play the Wizard of Oz, and we had to choose a song to sing from a play. I chose this song because my voice is really high, and so I could actually sing this song. Anyway, I practiced and practiced and then came show time. They called my name and I was lead into a room with 3 Judges and a piano player. I looked at them, and the next thing I know, the piano player was already 30 seconds through the song and she was mouthing the words to me. I ALMOST PASSED OUT that's how scared I was. My knees were shakey, and I just stood there-frozen. Haha, needless to say that I did NOT make it into the production.
Anyway, Celine Dion sings this song BEAUTIFULLY and she does not freeze while singing it! :D
I first heard this song when I was watching Titanic, and this song just made my cry! It was incredible. And when I think of Titanic, I think of this song.



Every night in my dreams
I see you, I feel you
That is how I know you go on

Far across the distance
And spaces between us
You have come to show you go on

Near, far, wherever you are
I believe that the heart does go on
Once more you open the door
And you're here in my heart
And my heart will go on and on

Love can touch us one time
And last for a lifetime
And never let go till we're gone

Love was when I loved you
One true time I hold to
In my life we'll always go on

Near, far, wherever you are
I believe that the heart does go on
Once more you open the door
And you're here in my heart
And my heart will go on and on

You're here, there's nothing I fear
And I know that my heart will go on
We'll stay forever this way
You are safe in my heart
And my heart will go on and on

Thursday, December 16, 2010

Yesterday

So yesterday, I was invited to my friend Nick's house and it was pretty much Amazing! We did a lot of things and one of them was a movie; we watched the Time Travellor's Wife-and OH MY GOSH! I had never seen the movie before and may I say that it was AMAZINGG!! Usually, I cry in movies. I cry pretty easily too-something super cute, or sad or funny-I'm crying. And I heard that the Time Travellor's Wife was really good and that it was a bit sad at the ending but this was SO sad! I was pretty much crying through the ENTIRE movie. And you know how it goes, once you start you can't stop it!
Anyways, so here I am meeting his family for the first time, and I'm sitting on the couch bawling my eyes out! Kay Sweet.
And his family is one of those families that are quiet and his dad and brother is kind-of weird, so that just made it even better?!
Lol, but it was so good! I DEFFINATELY reccomend this movie to Anyone!

And before the movie, we went and saw his horses (Which was incredible!) His horse was 17 hands tall!! THATS HUGE!
He also took me to see his Swans and Sheep. It was pretty cool. Except that I was TERRIFIED that the Swans would attack me! (My mom has had it happen before, and I've heard a BUNCH of stories that people have got attacked!) So needless to say, I was Extremely glad when it didn't attack me.
We also went for a walk in the bush, and that was pretty awesome. We threw snow at each other though. :)

All in all, it was a pretty great night! And I can't wait to go back again!

Song of the Day

For today's song, I figure that a song about Comedy would be awesome! I was listening to the radio yesterday, and I heard this song again, and I just laughed. I think that this is an extremely clever song and it just matches how I feel. I am also religious, but this song just gets me going. :)
I don't know any other songs, from this band, off hand. But I love it!
Today's song is: Pray For You by Jaron & the long road to love:

I haven't been to church since I don't remember when
Things were going great '˜til they fell apart again
So I listened to the preacher as he told me what to do
He said you cant go hating others who have done wrong to you.
Sometimes we get angry, but we must not condemn.
Let the good Lord do His job and you just pray for them.

I pray your brakes go out running down a hill
I pray a flowerpot falls from a window sill and knocks you in the head like I'd like to
I pray your birthday comes and nobody calls
I pray you're flying high when your engine stalls
I pray all your dreams never come true
Just know wherever you are honey, I pray for you

I'm really glad I found my way to church
'Cause I'm already feeling better and I thank God for the words.
[. From: http://www.elyrics.net/read/j/jaron-&-the-long-road-to-love-lyrics/pray-for-you-lyrics.html .]
Yeah I'm going take the high road,
And do what the preacher told me to do,
You keep messing up and I'll keep praying for you.

I pray your tire blows out at 110.
I pray you pass out drunk with your best friend and wake up with his and her tattoos.

I pray your brakes go out running down a hill.
I pray a flowerpot falls from a window sill and knocks you in the head like I'd like to.
I pray your birthday comes and nobody calls
I pray you're flying high when your engine stalls
I pray all your dreams never come true
Just know wherever you are, near or far, in your house or in your car,
wherever you are honey, I pray for you.
I pray for you

I am Cindy Loo Who

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I am a deffinate Who.


I absolutely LOVE christmas. My mom and I decorate the tree every year and we bake christmas cookies. This year, Alex, Dylan and a bunch of other friends went to the tree lighting ceremony and I LOVED it.
Every year I am the First person up in my family. Haha, last year, I allowed myself out of bed at 4:30 am. (The rule is that we can open our stocking up before anyone else is awake) And I unwrapped my presents as loud as I could!! My stocking has a bell on it, and so I shook my stocking and tried to wake everyone up!

Eventually I ended up getting Sarah up, and anyone was awake before 5am. :)
Needless to say, I Absolutely LOVE christmas!

Wednesday, December 15, 2010

My Friend Dylan

He is a Jerk. he is ALWAYS grouchy and ALWAYS complaining! He can't speak properly and he always uses his hands when he talks. He always has his necklace on wrong, and he drives me Insane! He always makes me sit beside a creepy guy in Business leadership and he is always bugging me! And he's pretty funny looking!

But overall, I love to laugh at him. He's a pretty funny guy ( to laugh at). He knows how to take a joke, and he is there for his friends. He is a great dancer-no matter what Stupid costumes he wears! and he is pretty cool. Sometimes.
I enjoy having him as my friend. Thanks Dill!

My Friend Alex

So pretty much, I love my friend Alex. She is incredible :) She's always there for me when I need her and she brings coffee and cookies :). She always makes me laugh, and she's so gorgeous! We always tease Dylan, and so even on the worst of days it's Hillarious and she makes me smile!

I guess what I am trying to get at, is thank you Alex for always being there when I need you :) <3



And Dylan sucks.
As the new year comes again, I can't help but feel like I'm getting old. I actually remember having to erase my date of 1999 to the year 2000! And last week, I accidently wrote 2007 instead of 2010. I feel though time has gotten away from me, and left me in the dust.
I remember the days when my brother and I would run around catching frogs and snakes (Yes, I was a tomboy) or when my dad and I went three-wheeling! lol, I was probably 6 years old and he took me 3-wheeling the one day. He was being a show-off to his friend and (WHILE I WAS ON THE BACK) he did a pop-a-wheelie in the mud! He ended up flipping us off and we landed in the mud. I remember that I was SO mad at him that I walked all the way home! Haha.
Or when my mom and I would run outside when it was raining, and we would sing "Im a little tea pot" and dance in the rain :)
Those were some precious moments...
And now, I'm stuck in school-which could be my last year and I wonder what precious moments I have made this year? Did I do everything I wanted to do? Or is there anything that I regret? Did I just waste this year or did I give my all in everything?
I hope that I will remember these thoughts throughout 2011-but let's be serious here, I doubt I will. It will probably be another year with regrets and questions. But hey, it's a nice thought right?
:)

Song of the Day

So for today's song, I choose to do a song by Keith Urban. I actually LOVE this song and I think that it is sooo adorable!! I LOVE country music and this song just works for me. I love it when guys are sincere and can express their feelings, and that's exactly what Keith Urban did here. I HIGHLY reccommend this song.

And being completely honest, not only is this song amazing-but he's soo gorgeous!! Older or not, he truly is!
Anyways, this is called "Put You In a Song"



Well here you come again and you’re lookin’ so fine
You don’t notice me but it’s alright
I’m just a guy who wishes that I could be your man someday
Yeah a picture paints a thousand words it’s true
But it’s still not enough for how I feel about you
I wanna put you in a melody, I gotta set you to a groove

I wanna put you in my car and drive
And turn you up loud, roll down all the windows and shout it out
I love this girl oh
If I could press play, repeat how happy I’d be
Wherever I’d go I’d have you there with me
You’d be right where you belong
I wanna put you in a song, oh oh oh
Well I’d sing about your smile and your pretty blue eyes
The way your hair shimmers in the sunlight
It’d be so easy I’d just write it from my heart
‘Cause I gotta tell the world what you mean to me
Wrap you up in a melody so you’ll be
Stuck in my head all day
‘Cause you’re already there anyway, yes you are

http://www.hotnewsonglyrics.com/keith-urban-put-you-in-a-song-lyrics.html
I wanna put you in my car and drive
And turn you up loud, roll down all the windows and shout it out
I love this girl
If I could press play, repeat how happy I’d be
Wherever I’d go I’d have you there with me
You’d be right where you belong
I wanna put you in a song
And if I get it right everybody’d be singing along yeah
And when they see you on the street they’ll say
Hey ain’t you the girl in that song

I wanna put you in my car and drive
And turn you up loud, roll down all the windows and shout it out
I’m in love with this girl
Yeah if I could press play, rewind a couple million times
Imagine for a moment that you’re all mine
Every night I’d drive you home
If I could put you in a
Let me put you in a song
Let me put you in a song
Oh a pretty little song about you baby

Sunday, December 5, 2010

Wonderful Friday Night

Friday after school, I had the privileged of having  Alex Urlando after school. We took my puppy for a walk down to the Waterlot and she chased the ducks. We went to Meme's and Alex bought me a large coffee (BLESS HER HEART) and a chocolate chip cookie. We walked back to my house and we made ourselves supper and tea and off we went to the Lighting of the Tree in New Hamburg. We had previous arrangements to meet up with Nyla, Julia, Dylan and Alex Dow. 
So we walked to the tree and waited around the fountain. We scanned the crowd for the rest of the gang but couldn't find them. In our search, a man, with a mental disability, came over and talked to us. He wished us a Merry Christmas and told us not to eat too much food. We laughed as he told us that he always ate too much donuts. And then we were off. Alex Thankfully found the rest of our friends and we all got together and talked.
The power was out in New Hamburg, so the people who were running the event just blasted some Christmas music. We were singing, when I felt a tap on my shoulder. I looked back and the man was back. He smiled and asked me if I wanted to dance. I thought "Might as well" and replied that I would love to. We danced and laughed and he ended up telling me that his mother just died. I felt so bad for the man...
The music ended, and he said thank-you to me, and then he asked Alex to dance! 
After she came back, we danced and sang and laughed in the snow while people around us enjoyed their time as well. 
The night carried on, and after the tree was lit, we all went back to Nyla's house for some hot chocolate. We shared stories, laughed and Dylan and I threw snow at each other. (Mind you, he had terrible aim and never managed to hit me.) 
I went home and I finally felt like it was Christmas. The singing, dancing, story-sharing, laughing, snow-throwing Christmas that you always watch in the movies. And the kind of Christmas that makes a joyful memory. 
Thanks guys for the Wonderful Friday Night!
 

Song of the Day

 For today's song, I've chose the song "I'm In a Hurry" by Alabama (Yes, it is a country song). The reason why I chose this song was because I find that everyone is always rushing around. Especially on Christmas. And I know that I am no exception to this rush, but I think that's part of the reason why people love camping, hiking, walking, canoeing/boating, going to the beach, fishing. It's because time doesn't seem like quite an issue. We CAN relax, take a few breaths and enjoy what is going on around us. We are too busy running out to the car in the morning to notice the freshly fallen snow. To notice the dog running around. To notice the hard work that people  put into shoveling the sidewalks. I am going to try and slow down this Christmas season and enjoy the beauty of life. I mean, there is only going to be a December 2010 once. And I challenge you to do the same.
Anyway, Alabama's I'm in a Hurry:


I'm in a hurry to get things done
Oh, I rush and rush until life's no fun
All I really gotta do is live and die
But, I'm in a hurry and don't know why

Don't know why
I have to drive so fast
My car has nothing to prove
It's not new, but it'll do 0-60 in 5.2, oh

I'm in a hurry to get things done
Oh, I rush and rush until life's no fun
All I really gotta do is live and die
But, I'm in a hurry and don't know why
Can't be late
I leave in plenty of time
Shakin, hands with the clock
I can't stop
I'm on a roll and I'm ready to rock, Oh

I'm in a hurry to get things done
Oh, I rush and rush until life's no fun
All I really gotta do is live and die
But, I'm in a hurry and don't know why

I hear a voice
It says I'm running behind
I better pick up my pace
I'ts a race and there ain't no room for someone in second place

I'm in a hurry to get things done
Oh, I rush and rush until life's no fun
All I really gotta do is live and die
But, I'm in a hurry and don't know why

I'm in a hurry to get things done
Oh, I rush and rush until life's no fun
All I really gotta do is live and die
But I'm in a hurry and don't know why

I'm in a hurry to get things done
Oh, I rush and rush until life's no fun
All I really gotta do is live and die
But I'm in a hurry and don't know why

I'm in a hurry to get things done
Oh, I rush and rush until life's no fun
All I really gotta do is live and dime
But I'm in a hurry and don't know why

Friday, December 3, 2010

Lyrics of the Day

So for today's Song, I am going to post Katy Perry's song Teenage Dream. I love this song, I love Katy Perry and I find that I can relate to this song. I love just rocking out to music, and this is one that my sister and I just rock out to. Bet you can imagine it-2 sisters dancing around, singing their hearts out! Yep, we're cool..
Anyways, without embarassing myself further, Katy Perry's Tennage Dream:

You think I'm pretty
Without any makeup on
You think I'm funny
When I tell the punchline wrong
I know you get me
So I let my walls come down, down

Before you met me
I was alright but things
Were kinda heavy
You brought me to life
Now every February
You'll be my Valentine, Valentine

Let's go all the way tonight
No regrets, just love
We can dance, until we die
You and I, will be young forever

[Chorus]
You make me feel
Like I'm livin' a
Teenage dream
The way you turn me on
I can't sleep
Let's run away and
Don't ever look back,
Don't ever look back

My heart stops
When you look at me
Just one touch
Now baby I believe
This is real
So take a chance and
Don't ever look back,
Don't ever look back

We drove to Cali
And got drunk on the beach
Got a motel and
Built a fort out of sheets
I finally found you
My missing puzzle piece
I'm complete

Let's go all the way tonight
No regrets, just love
We can dance, until we die
You and I, will be young forever

[Chorus]
You make me feel
Like I'm livin' a
Teenage dream
The way you turn me on
I can't sleep
Let's run away and
Don't ever look back,
Don't ever look back

My heart stops
When you look at me
Just one touch
Now baby I believe
This is real
So take a chance and
Don't ever look back,
Don't ever look back

I'mma get your heart racing
In my skin tights jeans
Be your teenage dream tonight
Let you put your hands on me
In my skin tight jeans
Be your teenage dream tonight

[Chorus]
Yoooouuu
You make me feel
Like I'm livin' a
Teenage dream
The way you turn me on
I can't sleep
Let's run away and
Don't ever look back,
Don't ever look back
No

My heart stops
When you look at me
Just one touch
Now baby I believe
This is real
So take a chance and
Don't ever look back,
Don't ever look back

I'mma get your heart racing
In my skin tights jeans
Be your teenage dream tonight
Let you put your hands on me
In my skin tight jeans
Be your teenage dream tonight
(Tonight, tonight, tonight, tonight, tonight, tonight)

The Undeniable Crush

So I missed a couple days of blogging, so I'm just catching up ;) One of the days assignments was to blog about a crush and so, here I am. Some people blogged about crushes they had when they were a little kid, but I'm about to show you the Sexiest Man Alive! ..Well you probably have all seen him or heard about him. His name, you ask? Ladies and Gentleman, May I present to you the drop-dead gorgeous Taylor Lautner!



As you may have guessed, I am a Taylor Launter fan! Team Jacob-all the way!

       

HE IS HOT. He would be the person I would meet if I could meet anyone.

Screw Edward, Team Jacob All The Way!

A Blog that I enjoy...

A blog that I enjoy would be pretty much anything about horses. Haha, could you guess? But one in particular would have to be "Fugly Horse of the Day". I find that it is familarly amusing material and, to be honest, I just Love the name of it.
It has some funny material, some serious and some informational. And let's be serious-you can follow it on Facebook!?!
Here's the link if you were thinking about checking it out:
http://www.networkedblogs.com/blog/fugly_horse_of_the_day_241118/
Well, that's about all I can say for this assignment.. So I'll just post some pictures of horses that I have found.